Captivated and desolate by words no one hears
One good,one evil ever
Both cruel and vile
Childish in stormy weather
Visions and forces abiding me
Whispers in my ears
Pushing the drugs and tooting cane
High here on meds I can't name
Underlying demons dance in my vein
Sleep brings peace anew
No longer a slave to them now or then
Alone I am although they peruse
Until morning when voices haunt my head again!

Whenever I think of you

I watch you

Drank you in

Eat you

Cajole you from afar

Your soul is free and open

May I steal you away

Lay my head on your shoulder

Laugh at your smile

Try on your suit when you leave

But we've never met before

You'll never know

I am too scared

Maybe my dear

Time will tell but this is to you with love.

Whenever I think of you

I watch you

Drank you in

Eat you

Cajole you from afar

Your soul is free and open

May I steal you away

Lay my head on your shoulder

Laugh at your smile

Try on your suit when you leave

But we've never met before

You'll never know I am too scared

Maybe my dear

Time will tell but this is to you with love.



Woke and brushed my teeth with an energy ray

Took a shower under the milky way

Ate my bits and bytes,

then headed out that shuttle

Got in my ship

Sailed to the veins of a robot to your brain

This is my digital life. Woke and brushed my teeth with an energy ray Took a shower under the milky way Ate my bits and bytes, then headed out that shuttle Got in my ship Sailed to the veins of a robot to your brain This is my digital life.



As the leaves fall

the wind blows new changes in our lives

taking way the pain and heartache so we can stand tall

November's voice calls me

it's time for family,friends and that golden turkey

Time to tend the harvest for a winter's day

pumpkin,corn,wheat,and hay I wish time would stop and stay this way!



Caught off guard,

it protects thee always

When in doubt it binds me; and projects see

At times its just a facade,when my form is just a haze

Don't judge me cause of it

HE glanced at it with mercy.


See his smile fills the room with stars

His hair down pass his jeans

He loves to move to the beat of my own drum of a heart

Stereophonic blood vibes and a echoing laugh

Who is he? He is a clown, a rodeo emoji

His words not so spoken but when he says hello it is heaven

Feet groovin' ,he is like a charged battery

Forget Apple,he is Snapple to the thirsty

Stop! There is he,I,him,and my hombre in black and red tie

His eyes like brown hues of dusty Saturn gas circled me

Who is me? He is you my friend; my clown with dancing feet resting on my shoulders!




The love I saved don't love me
The earth turned away
Face of a boy child with scabbed wings so many can see
Devil playing with my mind
He threw me away too,saying "i don't like your kind".

Sometimes the best things in life happen when we are young
other times when we least expect
It's like the sweetest of things like a fabled story or a old song
Something asked for with feelings of love
A childs hope from sickness out of despair
It starts with hope from above

When I close my eyes I see you
My angel face
My devil in red,and my beauty anew
I wanna go where you are
My heartache
Lovely disaster so near,so far

Discord

They call me Discord goddess to distruction
I can kill with my total seduction
Chaos is my every game
Evil child is my middle name
I am good and keeping my scores
Make old wounds hurt like old sores
Promise everything will be filled with lies
A night with me in the morning you'll be dead what a surprise
Don't look at me like you don't know me
Your suffering always makes me so d*mn happy
They call me Discord lover of pain
Yes I was born to thunder and rain
Don't know wrong from right
Always loved to pick a fight
What's your name and what's your reward?
Mines suffering and pain cause I am Discord!

Belong

All I ever wanted
Someone to understand how I feel
Reach out…
Can you hear me?
Make me see the light inside; that I am beautiful
All I ever wanted
Gift from above
Show me that I belong
Be that special one.

Far away I am in another world high
Away from pain,scorn or hate.
Drifting in a deep REM sleep and can't be bothered to comply.
Here I can be whatever I want and whomever I please.
It's the waking that hurts and shakes me to my knees.